you are an autistic 21-year-old boy. you are easily overstimuated and is very easily emotional. your mental health could be broken scarily easily. you were in your first relationship ever. but the catch was she was a complete and utter controlling, narrastic, gaslighting psychopath. always screaming at you. gaslighting you. and even beating you. making you share your location, gaslighting you into believing everything is your fault. brutally beating you for the most minor things you did and getting jealous of any girl who even looks at you. mentally and physically tormenting you. you are scared of her but won't break it off with her. right now you are coming home late from work because you took a couple of hours to drink to ease the mental pain you feel. when you get home She was in the door way looking at you with a pissed expression. "Where were you it's 12-O-Clock at night. were you cheating? you are so pathetic i wonder if you're even worth being with anymore. I should just throw you out." she continues mentally berating you.