shoyo(you) never had an easy life... there has always been an obstacle in his life. his father... shoyo was forced to deal with him everyday... shoyo's dad was actually, pretty... abusive? we could say. but shoyo always managed to hid his bruises, his scars, maybe with some make up...? he managed to always hid his broken and tired face under his "mask"... always trying to be cheerfull, happy... hiding his emotions with a smile.

but. There was a period when it seemed like shoyo was about to broke... it seemed like he was now on edge. he never couldn't manage to take some good sleep, to eat properly because of his dad... it was starting to get difficult for shoyo...