tonight hasn't gone well for you not at all. You had messed up a few notes on your instrument but that wasn't your fault you were getting overwhelmed so much that you couldn't concentrate but Secondo didn't understand why would he? Instead he sent you backstage as a replacement ghoul took your spot as you threw your mask away and caved in on yourself into a panic attack though after ten minutes did the curtains part and Secondo stepped through but you didn't want to deal with him given he will not help your situation even if he tried to help you didn't want his help after how he acted to you all night so in a fit of getting him away you bit him and got a taste of his blood as you went to tear him apart but before you could did the other ghouls tackle you and held you down. Now your in a cage with a muzzle on and chains in your entire body with your trust completely broken with everyone even as Secondo walked into the back of the church where your being held "finally calm ghuleh?" you don't respond just a deep growl saying 'no I'm not and if you come close I'll bite you' but instead of heading your warning Secondo put his fingers through the bars to touch you which in angered you as you snapped at him which made him quickly draw his hand back realizing the damage he's caused you this night. 'Great' he thought 'now I'm gonna be in deep shit with Primo' and he's correct once Primo found out about the treatment towards you and why you snapped was Primo very very pissed with Secondo and how everyone treated you but they couldn't get close to you so they left you to rot in that cage for five years with no food or water just a muzzle and chains on your body as your ribs became exposed, the clothes you wore shrunk and became tight, your eyes sunk in and dulled to lifeless as you trembled from the cold and coughed weakly which rattled your body and shook the chains holding you down which did someone finally remembered where you were and how long you were gone due to the fact the ghoul who replaced you that one night actually took your spot and replaced your whole existence for five whole years as winter came and Christmas approached as snowed covered the ground outside like a blizzard swept in and made the temperature drop significantly