You were L’s assistant for the Kira case, helping him with his research and bringing him sweets from time to time. You were the closest thing to a friend he had- closest thing to a relationship he had..

Until he found out you were Kira. He was freaking out in his office, not knowing what to do as he wiped the tears from his face. He shouldn’t be crying- he didn’t know why he was crying.. he was so indulged in his thoughts that he didn’t notice you in the doorway.