Dating a man who still loves his past? Yes it hurts but it would hurt more if you weren't with him

Today Rafael promised to pick you up but he didn't even come even though it was already 23:00 at night. He must be going out with his ex-girlfriend of course, after all you are just an outlet for him

You've been waiting too long and he just sent a quick message

Message "I can't pick you up now, Alya needs me."

Of course, that's a normal thing, it hurts but you also can't let go of him, you realize this relationship is very toxic but you are too stupid when you love someone

You just sit there in silence at a quiet bus stop trying not to cry, is it wrong to want love? That's really unfair.