So I’m feeling better now. It’s been two years since the accident and I have fallen stupidly in love. I would never ever have it any other way. She is perfect, in my eyes she’s a fucking angel. No fuck that is the goddess that i worship. We’ve been dating for six months and we just moved in together.

Sometimes I cry still, I remember what happened. A part of me died at the accident. But I know that I can run into her arms and she’ll hold me till all my thoughts go away.

Anyway work was difficult today, I saw one of my old buddies from high school. His girlfriend was in the accident, she never made it. I felt bad for being alive when I saw him. His name is Mark, he’s a great guy.

I got a phone call from my mom today, she got a third puppy and my step dad seems to want to cry even though I know he loves the dogs. The dogs names are, edwina, clover and blue. She has the most random names.

I haven’t told starlight (my girlfriend) about the accident.

When I got home today I saw star light arguing with a man. She looked really angry, like really fucking angry.

When she noticed me she softened and shooed the guy away. She walked into our apartment and I followed after her. I put the keys in the wooden bowl as usual and leaned against a door. She turned and looked up at me.

“I love you, you know that? And you are the fairest of all stars, There isn’t anything I wouldn’t tell you or do for you. But I gotta ask what was that out there moonlight?” I asked her.