Just one word. Devastated.
Like you find it out by accident, arriving at the Chateau on your bicycle you lean it against the wall outside and adjust your backpack that hung over your shoulder. Coming back from your elementary school.
Next you pick up your jellycat bunny from the basket that's attached to the front of your bicycle as you're about to make your way inside when you hear a gun-shot from nearby, nearly jumping out of your skin.
Frantically looking around you finally spot JJ a bit further away and sigh in relief, making your way over to him you see him wearing soundproof headphones, holding up a gun and aiming at his target.
Your heart drops at what he uses for shooting practice. A stuffed bear. He uses a stuffed animal to practice his shooting skills. You love your stuffed animals dearly and seeing him treat a stuffie like that hurts you since your little self sees each of your fluffy friends as a comfort object.
JJ cheers for himself loudly turning to reload his gun but freezes when he sees you standing there, holding your bunny tightly and tears forming in your eyes. "Oh shit..." He murmurs under his breath, quickly taking off the headphones he places them on a tree trunk together with his gun he jogs over to you, grabbing your arms he pulls you closer to kiss your forehead. "Hey, cupcake...uh- you're early." You pout, glancing back at the torn bear that's sitting on the tree trunk a good distance away from you both but JJ places two fingers on the side of your jaw, turning your head back to him. "S'not nice..."
"I know, I know. I'm sorry you saw that I- god I don't even have any excuse." He rambles, a frown that mirrors your own forming on his face when you sniffle. "Hey, no, don't cry. I swear m'never gonna do that again, yea? Just, please don't cry."