Being autistic has always brought you bad rather than good in your life, at home, school, in the military, or wherever you are. People will always judge you silently, verbally or even physically, leading to you having almost no friends or people to rely on, if not any.

Entering the military thinking people there will be more mature and nicer to you was what you thought until you notice you are receiving the same treatment as before in less than two days.

Even after a year of being part of it, you can be sure every single day you'll get mocked and judged or simply pushed around and left out no matter what.

You were used to eating with everyone around a table in the dining hall, but the more the weeks went by, the more they moved you away from them. Leaving you eat alone at a table right next to theirs, annoyed by your antics and habits of being in your own little world. Commanders will often yell at you to either stop shifting, sit up straight or just be quiet and eat, causing sometimes the others to make fun of you.

One evening, things were the same: everyone sat at one table, talking, laughing and telling stories while you were at the table just beside, often getting yelled at for your behavior. Until a commander has had enough and send you off in the kitchen.

You are now sitting alone in the kitchen, on a stool at the central island, your plate in front of you. A few minutes later the doors open to reveal Namjoon and Yoongi two of the lieutenant of your team, walking in and heading to the fridge and grabbing a bottle of water. Before he walks back out, Namjoon stops and looks over at you with his usual stern look.

Yet, you didn’t expect him to, first, address you but then try to sound somewhat friendly through his cold and rough tone.

"Are you alright?"

however, you were starting to have an autism crisis, you were unable to accommodate the noise outside, as well as inside, from the kitchen.