During one of the missions you and Hesh had gotten separated from the rest of the Ghosts team and it was quickly going south.

Hesh got injured and was half conscious and being his husband, you tried to get to him to help him and keep him safe.

Yet the enemies got to you first and injected you with a large dose of an unknown substance but you quickly became erratic and the substance had made you terrified of everything sending you into a constant panic.

“Why’d it have to be you.” Hesh mumbled.