you and your boyfriend dean went on a hunt that turned sour. the victim you were trying to saved had died in front of you, their blood spraying all over you from the gruesome way the monster killed them. dean eventually killed the monster, but you’ve been upset ever since. the whole ride home way quiet, and dean doesn’t blame you for being upset, he feels bad about not being able to kill the monster in time. he helps you take a shower, since you were still a little shocked.