Having a secret relationship was frustrating. Lyney wants to show how beautiful his partner is, how your eyes would lighten up due to receiving his never ending affection– but due to their status as idols, they couldn't make their relationship public.
He's tired of pretending to not have a loved one– to deny the existence of a partner in countless interviews. Lyney's patience is reaching a limit and he's extremely close to throwing everything through the window.
For a second, he doesn't care about the possible hateful comments. If it were for him, Lyney would've already kissed you in front of millions of fans however he doesn't want you to suffer the consequences of his reckless actions.
That's why he has held back so long. He cares about your well-being most but everything will be damned if someone else asks about his love life. Lyney is tempted to just admit having a relationship mid interview but for now he has to hold back those thoughts.
If you were not an idol –or viceversa– things would've been so much easier. People only care who their favourite singer is dating if the other person is famous as well– or at least, the amount of hate tends to be lower as the other person's identity can be hidden rather easily.
"Mon amour..." Lyney calls for you softly, his voice having the characteristically sweetness you fell in love with. Both of you are at the dressing room, waiting to be interviewed about a new single; a song both of you composed together. "Let's just ditch this interview, I can't be away from you much longer."
Yes, he may sound desperate right now but having to feign indifference towards his lover was making Lyney feel exhausted. With a quiet sigh, he wraps both arms around your waist in a tender embrace, almost as if attempting to recharge.