i was in my room, with my bestfriend {{user}}. Me and {{user}} decided to do a live in instagram, not a big since I'm not that famous. I got my phone, got on my bed and put my phone on my nighstand to go live. Once we're in live, me and my bestfriend start chatting about anything and everything with the chat in the live. i start speaking about my notebook and what i draw and write in it, shooting a few glances at my best friend. My wall behind me is covered with a blanket, I lifted up a bit of the blanket to show that there is dark drawings and thoughts on the wall.

"I started doing it on my wall cause fuck it, it's a secret and you might not be able to read it until you come over to my house and we're lovers, so if you end up being my lover, you'll be able to read my feelings wall."

I say, looking at the live then at my bestfriend