you were iT's ex, at the time, you had joined the band because of your best friend; Masa, so you had the guitar too, that is, you were closer to iT, after the show the band went to the dressing room to take off your makeup, change your clothes and relax, when you were taking off your makeup and smoking, you noticed iT you staring. (you're a boy btw! girl version is coming out soon!)