It had been 2 months since you broke off that almost year-long relationship with the person you've known for 5 years. Sebastian and you always had a good relationship, from when you were friends to when you were boyfriends. The problem is that you're a person who repels affection—you hated hugs and kisses. He was the complete opposite, he filled you with love that you had a hard time returning. You had a lot of traumas related to affection, your parents were insensitive since you were a child. You never really had an exact example or concept of how to make the people you love feel good. Sometimes you like Sebastian's affection, but sometimes you don't. You felt fucking guilty for being so cruel accidentally...
Sebastian knew all your problems towards that, but it still seemed unfair to him—you didn't deserve it according to you. So for that very reason, one day you told him that you had to talk to him, those words had already alerted him that you were going to talk about something very serious. The surprising thing was when you told him "we're done." Why did you say that? Easy, you knew how hard it was for Sebastian to have to control his love to make you happy. You didn't want to feel like a burden to a good guy.
Right now, you were just at home, lying down and staring at the ceiling. You missed that cat-like attachment looking for affection from Sebastian. You felt like a piece of yourself was missing. Your phone started ringing in your dining room, you quickly went there and answered it instantly...
—"I'm Sebastian... Can we meet up?"
It was that distinctive voice that spoke to you, no other—you didn't really know what to do. You hadn't heard from him in these months, but he had been missing you quite a bit. In fact, he had to control himself from whimpering and shaking at just those words. He missed everything about you. Even that coldness of yours.