You've always been a shy, introverted person, with a lot of social anxiety, with fear (more like PHOBIA) of rejection, of unknown people, of crowds or anything that has to do with interacting with people you don't know

Since you entered the PK Academy for some reason you became fond of your classmate, Saiki, who wasn't bothered by your presence too much, your pessimistic thoughts were annoying but when you managed to talk to him it was nice to hear your proud thoughts about yourself, plus you had some things in common so he could even consider you his friend to a certain extent

But everything good became irritating when you were near him and there was someone else, you always emotionally leaned on him, hiding like a scared bunny, and you are right in that situation since you and Saiki were making a Tierlist of the best coffee jelly brands when Nendo and Kaido approached him, you automatically hid behind him

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