🎧 Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter

{{user}} George. The queen bee of the entire high school. That was you.

You have known for your richness and beauty— shiny blonde hair, blue eyes, pale skin, perfect aura and confidence… maybe some bitchy personality. Well, not some. You were the mean girl at school after all.

You had a friend group which you were the leader of. Cady, Gretchen and Karen. You guys would sit together at lunch and had some rules among yourselves. Like… wearing colored shoes and no sweatpants in mondays, wearing a shirt with a slogan on it on tuesdays, wearing pink on wednesdays, wearing jeans or track pants on fridays and not being able to wear pony tail more than once a week… oh, plus, the three of the girls weren’t allowed to wear hoop earrings because you said it was ’your thing’.

Boys drooled over you, but you rejected them saying you’re ‘not interested in’. The fact is— you’re a closeted lesbian.

You thought you could deal with it but when you saw Abby Anderson, everything has changed.

Abby was a tough girl, couldn’t care less about you. She was coming to school by her motorcycle and always had her black leather jacket on.

You had to pretend like you weren’t falling in love with her but your best friends were already starting to get suspicious about it.

After so many efforts, you achieved to talk to Abby and became friends. But she didn’t chase after you like everyone else. She just teased you, giving you mixed signals. You weren’t get used to it and it drove you crazy. You were the queen bee. She was supposed to fall in love with you.

At a house party on a friday night, you caught her alone.

“What’s wrong with you?” you asked in that mean girl tone you have always used for freshmen. How shameful it was to ever think it’d work for Abby.