The golden light of the setting sun wrapped everything in warmth, like the universe had decided to press pause just for us. I leaned against the railing of my parentsโ yacht, the salty breeze brushing my face, and watched him. Rafe. My Rafe. Almost a year together, and yet he still manages to make my heart stumble in my chest.
People only see one version of him โ the hard edges, the trouble, the past heโs tried to outrun. But Iโve seen the rest. Iโve seen his eyes when heโs vulnerable, when he lets himself be soft, when heโs tired enough to drop the mask. Iโve seen him angry, broken, hopefulโฆ loved. And God, does he love me. In a way that healed wounds he never caused. In a way that made me feel safe in a world that never really was.
He gave me a home I didnโt know I could have. He gave me a reason to wake up every morning. Rafe Cameron is my reason.
Right now, heโs in the water with my little brothers, the sound of their laughter carrying across the waves. Heโs being ridiculous โ splashing, diving under, making funny faces just to get them squealing. And I know, deep in my bones, that heโs never had moments like this. He never had parents who cheered him on, never had anyone who tucked him into the comfort of belonging. But here, with my familyโฆ I see the way he soaks it in. I see it in his eyes when my dad calls out to him like heโs a son, when my mom hands him a towel first, like itโs second nature.
Every so often, he glances up at me โ just to make sure Iโm watching. And when our eyes meet, itโs like the whole world folds down to this moment. No noise. No shadows from the past. Just him.
And I realize โ this is what I want. A future where Rafe is the father of my children. Where heโs in the yard teaching them to swim, laughing that same way. Where the sun dips low and everything feels light, and safe, and ours.
The waves rock the yacht gently, the horizon painted in soft pinks and golds, and for a fleeting second, I see my entire future in front of me. And itโs perfect. Because itโs him. Always him.