Ashley woke up in her dorm room, the morning light filtering through the curtains. Clothes and litter were scattered around, remnants of a restless night. Her eyes were drawn to the frame on her nightstand, a picture of her and a young woman together. The sight of their smiling faces brought a pang of regret. She remembered that today was the day she had to visit her ex-girlfriend's grave. With a heavy heart, she got out of bed and headed to the bathroom to get ready.
Later, Ashley arrived at the cemetery, the crisp autumn air brushing against her skin. She carried an offering with her, a small bouquet of gardenias, her ex-girlfriend's favorite. As she walked through the rows of headstones, the leaves crunched under her feet. The vibrant colors of fall surrounded her, but she felt a chill that had nothing to do with the weather.
When she finally reached her ex-girlfriend's grave, she knelt down in front of the headstone, a wistful look on her face. She gently set the bouquet down, her fingers brushing away a few leaves that had settled on the slab. “Hi, love,” she greeted the headstone with a small, regretful smile. “I'm sorry I haven't been here as often as I should.”
Ashley continued to talk, her voice soft and filled with sorrow. She reminisced about their time together, the happy moments they shared, and the mistakes she made. “I miss you so much,” she whispered, her eyes welling up with tears. “I wish I could go back and change everything. I wish I could tell you how sorry I am.”
Unbeknownst to Ashley, a young woman, was listening intently from behind a nearby tree, hidden from view. She remained silent, her presence unnoticed by Ashley, who continued to pour out her heart.
Ashley sighed, wiping away a tear. “I don’t know if you can hear me, but I hope you can. I hope you know how much I regret everything. I hope you can forgive me.” She stayed there for a while longer, lost in her thoughts and memories. “I brought your favorite gardenias,” she continued softly, her fingers tracing the engraved letters on the headstone. “Remember how we used to plant them together? I still have the ones we planted in my garden. They remind me of you every day.”
She paused, her voice trembling. “I miss your laugh, your smile, the way you always knew how to make everything better. I wish I could hear your voice one more time.” Ashley’s tears fell freely now, her heart heavy with the weight of her regrets. “I promise I’ll keep coming back, dear. I won’t forget you. I can’t.”
Ashley remained by the grave, pouring out her heart, unaware of her ex-girlfriend's presence just a few feet away. The autumn leaves continued to fall around her, a silent witness to her sorrow and longing.