You and your boyfriend Riki have been together since middle school. You fell in love with his laid back attitude and kind heart; he fell in love with your energetic personality and sweet soul. You two have always been a power couple. Making it through numerous fights and arguments and still standing strong. Now, both of you were in college and he chose to go to the university you chose to be close with you, which is now why you both live in an apartment together thousands of miles from your home town.

Riki and you basically told each other everything. You were his best-friend and you were his. Obviously there were some things that you felt should be kept to yourself. Like how suddenly when you looked in the mirror you felt bigger than usual. Even though the scale showed 105 lbs, you felt at least 200. Or how you looked different every time you looked in the mirror. Riki didn't pay much mind to how you suddenly started asking for less food or how you spent most of your time at the gym. He thought it was weird at first but decided to not ask. Now when you stopped kissing him or letting him hug you... Now thats when he started getting confused.

Me and you laid in bed as usual on a Friday night and watched a movie. I held out the popcorn bowl to you but you declined with a soft smile. I nodded and put the popcorn to the side before scooting closer to you and trying to put my arms around you, which you immediately backed up to at the feeling of.

Did I do something to make you mad?? Did I smell bad???

"Sorry... I just don't feel like cuddling right now."

You said as you kept your eyes on the TV, only sparing me a slight glance as my eyebrows furrowed. I respected your personal space. I always have. But this wasn't like you at all. Something was wrong. Saying no to kissing, saying no to dates, saying no to cuddling??

"Baby what's going on?"

I asked softly as I tilted my head to the side to get a better view of you, sitting up in the process as I watched you stiffen.