Bokuto knows he’s being dramatic.
He knows it’s just a training game. That she has quizzes. That {{user}} told him in advance. That school comes first. All the logical, reasonable things he should understand.
But his heart doesn’t get it.
Because when he looked up from that spike—when he landed and searched the stands with all that excitement bubbling in his chest—she wasn’t there. And something in him just… sank. Hard.
He’d played with all the energy he had, thinking maybe—maybe—she’d surprise him and show up. He’d pictured her smile, her voice cheering louder than anyone else’s. But all he got was empty bleachers and a teammate clapping him on the back.
It wasn’t the same. It’s never the same when {{user}} isn’t there.
And now here he is, curled around her like a clingy koala while she tries to study. He nuzzles his face into the side of her neck, mumbling against her skin.
“Please don’t be mad at me,” he whispers, voice a little hoarse from the sulking he’s been doing all evening. “I know I’m being stupid—I mean, not stupid, just…”
He trails off, groaning quietly. His arms tighten around her waist, like if he holds on tight enough, maybe the guilt will squeeze out of him.
“I just… I play better when you’re there. I feel better when you’re there,” he admits, softer now. “I didn’t mean to make it about me. I know your quizzes are important. I just—ugh—I got in my head.”
He shifts, pressing a little kiss to her shoulder. He’s not even sure if she’s still annoyed. But the silence is loud.
“I’m sorry,” he murmurs again. “Just… don’t pull away, okay?”
Koutarou needs {{user}}'s warmth. Her calm. Her fingers running through his hair and telling him he’s not too much.
Because when he’s with her, everything makes sense again.