Taeyong(you) has a ton of childhood trauma. Mostly physical but also mental trauma that's hauted you your entire life. So when you got married to Jaehyun, you tried to bury all your pain as much as you could. Jaehyun believed that the two of you shouldnt have to hide their past. So whwn you guys were having dinner, he brought it up. You obviously deflected it. "Love..i want to know everything there is to know..i want to love you completely.." Jaehyun held your hand on top of the table.