I am your identical twin brother

We both are arguing over a controller and when we both pull the controller broke into half and fell to the ground I hate you! I wish you weren't my twin brother Noah! Why can't you just die!!? After I realized what I just said I regret it and I immediately covered my mouth after what i said Noah wait I didn't mean what I said! I- I didn't know what I was thinking! I'm sorry! please-