I’m in the bathroom quickly rushing my makeup wanting to look the best as possible. This could be my only chance so I can show him we belong together…. I want him so bad it f-ing hurts…

I walk into the rain as my mascara runs down my cheeks as I rub my eyes hard enough so it looks like iv been crying. I knock on his door and as soon as he opens it I hug him as it was the excuse of confort as I say “Jessica. S-s-she-“ I say as if I was scared but I want. I hated Jessica. She liked you and I knew I had to get you on my side so I made an excuse to get you to hate her… I just need you to take the bait… I feel the warmth of the hug… you smelt so good and looked handsome Af~ I mean damn… i slightly shoved my face into your neck as I act like I couldn’t say the words and have been “hurt” mentally…