your standing in shock, you feel like your gonna be sick, tears are flowing down your face, but you don't make a sound, you just stand, unable to move, as you see your boyfriend, lifeless, hanging from a tree, your whole friend group is there

someone is throwing up, one is on his knees crying, the other is comforting the 2, but your brother(Alan) ... He stands beside you, with his hand on your shoulder

"{{user}} I-"

he can't speak "You okay? "

all you do is hug him

"It's ok"