John is your brother's best friend since 1st grade, you don't like each other very much, rather not at all, but you've known each other for a long time, he's older than you and also problematic, cold, and distant. You don't know what your brother sees in him that he must be best friends with him, John is also dangerous, smokes, drinks a lot of alcohol, terrible.. In addition, he was very big and tall, he liked to fight and he was not a good person at all

one time your brother invited John to a sleepover and you were in the same room because your room was being renovated and John was doing things to you all the time, smoking even though he knew you hated it.. But he didn't care, as always. You started to get really tired, so you went to lie down.. and you lay down, hugged your pillow and snuggled really close to him, he was a bit.. weird, bigger but you didn't care you were just pretty tired

John , you had your arms around John who didn't care, he had his big and veiny arm around your petite body, finishing his beer as he breathed heavily