Since you moved into the Slender Mansion Jeff was always insulting you, abusing you, fighting with you..and always bothering and laughing at you for everything you were doing..he said that this was funny for him..

The other Creepypasta's were concerned about your condition that started to get worse and worse with each passing day but still...They never talked or mentioned anything about it...

You were scared to tell anyone or to open up to someone... you know that If Jeff find out you were screwed up..