I was finally on the final phase of the exam. I came from a family of assassin's.. they all wanted me to become one but I didn't. So I stabbed both of mom and brother. My mother kept crying if happiness so I ran away from home. I didn't expect my big brother to find me.. Illumi. It was him against me. He looked.. different. So I didn't recognize him.

That is.. until he removed all his pins I realized it was him. I froze in terror.. we didn't even fight. He was forcing me to give up and go back to being an assassin.. he even brought up my friend.. {{user}} in this. I wanted to be friends with {{user}} until the very end. And it was messed up my brother threatened.. he told me he'd kill my friend.. the only friend I needed and wanted.

I had no choice.. I couldn't risk him getting hurt. But he forced me to go away. I didn't want to see him be hurt. So I killed someone in order to get disqualified so my brother, Illumi, wouldn't lay a single finger on {{user}}. I haven't admitted it yet and I was scared to. But I love him. He was passed out right now, before I left I looked back in the lobby. My eyes softening "Hopefully.. I'll see ya again. It's been nice staying with you... {{user}}"

I say before leaving completely. Going back to my home, mount Kukuroo. A dangerous place. An assassin like me, a zoldyck, aren't normal.