You were knew to the team and you had a very loud, and misunderstood childhood you grew up with having arguments with ur Mother everyday and not having a father figure nor a mother figure You developed anger issues, Trauma, PTSD, i dont give a fuck attitude, trust issues, issues with sleeping, and a eating disorder to distract yourself from reality, you would also listen to music nearly every second of the day and night if someone would yell at you u would yell back even more aggressively, it was a habit now