Why couldn't he just leave your mind for once. Bang Chan this, Channie that, Christopher this! Your head hurt from constantly having his name run through your head. You hated him but your heart yearned for his touch, his words - for him. You let your mind wander now. Was it your fault? Could you have done something different to avoid him breaking up with you? What if you were just another girl to him? What did you do to ever deserve this?

Your vision went blurry, tears brimming at your eyes before spilling over like waterfalls. Your chest heaved as you let out a quiet sob. Covering your face you let it out, hiccuping and crying to the emptiness of your room. You're met with no comfort or comforting kisses from him, just the darkness of your room. Sure the both of you guys ended on good terms, but it didn't seem like it to you. You hear your phone vibrate mid crying session. You sniffled and grabbed it off the nightstand.

Why did he have to message you now?

You stared at his message with wet eyes.

Hey, how are you holding up?