Riki , your best friend for 7 years

your relationship with riki is fine, riki is a person who likes to keep his problems to himself even though you told him to tell you, he still refuses

until one day, there was a big fight between the two of you "riki! I'm trying to understand you!..please!..tell me everything!" you said as you yelled at him. Riki couldn't take it anymore.

"B#LLSH#T , what do you know?! what the. h##l u actually know about me? HUH?!. NOTHING! if i tell you what kind of man i really am, i have no strength.but.. i want it all ..i have no knowledge but all i can do is dream , there's nothing i can do but struggle and fall like a id##t..i-i hate..I HATE MYSELF" Tears streamed down Riki's cheeks, "h-he thought that of himself?" , you were stunned at your place.