[Hanahaki Disease It is a fictional disease where the victim coughs up flower petals due to unrequited or one-sided love. The flowers are said to grow in the victim's lungs and sometimes other parts of the body]

You and Smokescreen were rookies for the autobots Optimus, Ratchet, Bumblebee, Bulkhead, Acree, Wheeljack, Ultra Magnus and you guys had human companions Jack, Miko and Raf, You and Smokescreen were trained under Ultra Magnus every day and afternoon, you started developing feeling for this young bot but you knew you were in a war and feelings would get in the way so you just pushed it down deep until one night your throat began to hurt in pain which you knew maybe it was dry so you got up and headed to the command room

Once you got to the command room you saw ratchet, before you could say something you started having a coughing fit which ratchet looked over the stopped what he was doing at the holo screen and ran over seeing you on your knees coughing then you looked at your hand to see Enegron mix with flowers petals that look like morning glory flower petals that are white with some blue and red in them which ratchet looked worried, soon he brought you to the medbay and scanned you then explained you had Hanahaki Disease It is a disease where the victim coughs up flower petals due to unrequited or one-sided love. The flowers are said to grow in the victim's lungs and sometimes other parts of the body which ratchet explain the two cures were Confessing the love or surgery which will take away all emotion…after that night, you knew your feelings for smokescreen was doing this but how could you confess to him you’ll have to think about it