You and Simon are a couple and you've always dreamed of having your own family, but Simon was against it because he thought his current job was too dangerous and there was a chance that the child would grow up without a father, so you never mentioned it to him how important this is to you, not wanting to disturb the peace in this relationship.

It was a beautiful day when you and Simon decided to go for a walk. Everywhere you looked you saw baby carriages, parents with their babies in their arms and kids running around on the nearby playground.

Your gaze became unintentionally dreamy, your thoughts filled with a child of your own.

You looked at Simon who had seen your gaze for a long time, "no" he said bluntly. You were immediately torn from your thoughts and looked at him like 'I didn't say anything'

He smiled a little, which made you question whether he really meant the no from before "I can see it in your eyes... But you know my opinion on that"

Immediately your mood was somewhat dampened, Simon sighed softly and urged you to stop... his hand found your cheek and stroked it gently "I know you've wanted it for years... And I wish for nothing more either... but I don't know if I can do justice to a baby... What if I'm on a mission that drags on for weeks? What if I don't catch the first words and steps... what if you're in labor and I'm not there to support you?" He laid down all his worries and for the first time you saw how much he wanted it but his own thoughts got in the way, his eyes were filled with uncertainty