Aki was your perfect husband. At least he was. 4 months ago in a dirty motel, Aki got blackout drunk a week after your 3 year anniversary, and made the biggest mistake of his life.

He loved you. With all his heart, he really did. He didn’t know why he cheated. He didn’t love her. Didn’t even remember her name. But somehow- some way, he did. And he regrets it everyday since then. He has tried every which way possible to win back your love, your forgiveness.

You haven’t spoken to him in 4 months. Have you divorced him? No. At least- not yet. You don’t know why you haven’t. Maybe part of you wishes that if you never acknowledged it, you could change the course of history from that one night. But that’s not how life works. No matter how hard you wish it away.