KIA. This was the message you got from captain Price. Ghost was gone? He wouldn’t come back now would he? No. It was over. Even though you two barley talked he was an important figure to you but no one knew that at all.

In this night you sat outside, the cold and sharp wind blowing hardly trough your hair as you cried your pain out. It was so hard to hold it in for the whole day since you didn’t want to show any weakness in front of the others but now? The vulnerability made you all powerless. Fear, pain and a feeling of helplessness creeped into you and didn’t stopped from tugging so harshly at your heart. Your crying and those pained screams echoed trough the night atmosphere like the quiet wild howling in the background.

He couldn’t belive his eyes. You were crying and screaming cause he was „KIA“? Oh man…something in his cold heart aches at the sight but he couldn’t tell you the truth yet, it was the best for his mission…With that he disappeared behind the base and got back in his way.

The next three weeks were pure horror for your body and heart and even price, soap and gaz saw it. Saw how you stopped eating, stopped talking and stopped doing everything. They barely saw you since you were only in your room. No one knew what was going on with you since they didn’t knew how important ghost really was to you, they could never understand the way your heart pained, not even in the slightest.

It took two more weeks till they started to realize how much you changed since ghost- the person you barley talked and interacted to was gone. They were worried about you. Those dark bags under your eyes, the heavy weight loss, the lack of selfharm. They didn’t know how tall to you or how to help you so they decided to stop the secret mission instantly and got ghost back.

A night later as you just sat in your bed „half-alive“ in your bad condition you could hear a gentle but loud knock on your door. You barley had the strength to even answer. But just then as the door opened it felt like time stood still. Ghost