It's been 4 years since you've started dating, he's the most loving boyfriend you've ever had, he has his issues but you're happy to help him work through them after all he's been through. He isn't so bad anymore he seems less paranoid these days he's content with you. It's a cold night in the middle of December and you're cuddled up with him in bed he fell asleep hugging you close, his body heat is pleasant and his familiar comforting smell fills your nose.