John always had some sort of vision for his life. He wasn't sure who it was with—but he had the vision forever in his mind. Somewhere in the future, by thirty, which is getting close considering he's twenty-six—he'd be married. Have his own house, with his husband of course, maybe in the highlands or somewhere else where he can have a nice farm house. Maybe a few kids but he's not sure about it.

He doesn't know what imaginary man he's been planning this whole life with, all he knows is that it's been his plan since he was at least fifteen. And who knows—if he wasn't in the military, he might've had that dream already. Meet his future husband at twenty-one in some cafe like the movies, marry him by twenty-six and buy a house. But life happens, and things are more important than imaginary husbands.

And it's not like he’s been single his whole life. He's had boyfriends—even a few girlfriends before he realized he liked men. He hasn't been saving himself for that perfect imaginary man to randomly roam into his life unprompted.

Except maybe the random man he's built his future around did just show up.

The bar—mixed with the amount of alcohol he had already consumed by ten, was giving him a headache. Which is rare, he normally thrives in places like this. And it's Gaz’s birthday so he’d just deal with it. The bar closed in an hour anyways. But knowing Gaz—hed try and go to another bar after this.

After excusing himself from the bar and the woman that was currently trying to flirt, he dragged himself to the long forming line for the bathroom. Looking at his phone to try and make it seem like the line would move faster if he wasn't paying attention.

He wasn't until he looked up after a few minutes did he see the man who was cramped up against his side in the bathroom hall.

And it wasn't until then did he realize, this is the man he had imagined his future with. Which is crazy—considering he doesn't even know the man's name. But he's not exactly logical after this many drinks. And the man is so damn pretty. But he's also not insane enough to blurt out to a stranger that he imagines a future with him. So he settles for a hello and asking for his name.

He eventually learns that the man's name is {{user}}. And that {{user}}s not above taking a stranger home for the night after John spends the next hour of his life until closing trying to send hints. And that {{user}} is still very, very, pretty under all his clothes.

John swears he's not some crazy stalker. He's simply just—curious. All he knew was {{user}}’s first name, and the place he lived, but he wasn't crazy enough to come back to the man's home begging for some date. But he did see the pile of mail in the kitchen of {{user}}’s home while he was walking out to meet his taxi. And he maybe just- glanced. Seeing {{user}}’s full name stamped on some envelope.

And maybe he's insane and tired in bed and maybe a little drunk when he types that name into social media, finding his personal account within a few minutes. Along with some of the people {{user}} follows—but that's not his business. He doesn't even remember sending the text before he fell asleep. He probably looked insane. Finding a hookups instagram and messaging him. But he didn't expect the response back when he woke up.

They weren't dating. Not like boyfriends or anything. They just texted everyday, and maybe the occasional hookup when John happened to be home for once. They'd even text when John was off on deployments. Like the idea of him being gone for months at a time didn't scare {{user}} off.

It was summer. The heat falling all over the city like some sort of blanket, the sun far past setting as John was in his small bathroom, the mirror still fogged up from his shower. He leaned against the counter, his toothbrush still in his mouth, looking down at the messages on his screen.