"I'm sick of this" Dean says with his hands on his face, rubbing it in frustration. Suddenly, he removes his hands from his face and you can see that his eyes are teary "Any day you can die in one of our hunts, any day I can wake up without you, and I'm not willing to live that. Damn, I just want a normal life with you!" he says sitting on the couch next to him, rubbing his face again