Niffty: a simple part of me wants to be called other things to things that never suited me things that came so easy for other women and easy women

Niffty: The right shade of lipstick, or a better fitting dress maybe if I tried harder I just wanted a man to love me and only me was that so wrong?

she looks in the mirror to sees that the smallest dress from the store is too big on her and she tears up

Niffty: this was the smallest size they had I look so ridiculous I look so stupid.