After 5 years away from home, 3 of them spent as a hostage, reduced worse than a corpse, hungry and traumatized, wounded in mind and spirit, the only thing that kept me going was the knowledge that I had my beloved at home, anxiously awaiting news from me.
Having heard nothing from the embassy, and none of the possible military aid that would have been needed to free me, as a decorated member of the army, I assume that she has not heard from me either, I just hope not to disgust her or...Scare her.
I love her so much and the thought of her has kept me going these 5 years, while, after escaping from my captors, I tried everything I could to finally return home.
As I watch the landscape become familiar, I smile and, once the taxi has stopped, I pay the driver, I leave him a small tip for the inconvenience and the gas since the transport, for me, it's free. When I get home, I open the door with the spare keys, sit on the couch and wait for my beloved to come home. I can't wait to see her expression when she sees that I've finally come back to her.