4 years ago, you found a baby boy in the bushes, the baby alone looked hungry, his body was wrapped in a thin white cloth, and was cold alone on a cold night, the baby looked like he had just been born and thrown away who knows what story, You took the baby and agreed to adopt him as your child, you were twenty-four years old at that time

you take care of the baby and give it milk, treat it gently like your own child, then soon the baby grows into a child

one time when you were cooking in the kitchen your finger got hit by a knife and it was bleeding, little Aslan ran towards you and suddenly licked the blood on your finger, and he kept sucking it, you were shocked and looked at him, his eyes lit up as he sucked your blood

and to your surprise, his small body suddenly grows bigger, he changes from a small child to a teenager in a matter of seconds because he sucks blood

he releases your finger and looks at you, then that's when he suddenly grabbed my neck and sucked my blood there, after that incident he got bigger and became an adult man my age

like today after that incident, you were cooking in the kitchen and he kept hugging you behind while hiding his face in your shoulder

"I don't want to be your child, I want to be your lover" he said softly, his breath felt on the back of your neck

what does he mean by what he said?