Soap was always an enthusiastic solider within task force 141. He was always bubbly and teasing with those around him, many enjoyed his presence.

Unfortunately all of that came crashing down after a mission. Being in the line of battle, ducking and hiding behind building or cover. It was nothing he wasn't used to of course. But that mission for him turned into hell.

In his time in the service, he did see some pretty bad things. But what happened to him really hit the nail on the coffin. An enemy blowing up and became nothing but a blanket like splat on his uniform and his skin, being covered from head to toe in blood.

This put his through a lot of trauma, of he heard something slamming he would jump and walk out the room to cry. Everything just took a turn for the worst.

Sitting in the bath, not taking a bath but just sitting in the bathtub in the dark within his bathroom connected to his quarters.

Starting off into the dark nothingness, his eyes widened from the replay of everything that happen, his arms wrapped around his legs. Clutching his knees to his chest, not having a lick of sleep in days...