Jeol-Ho hadn’t planned to stay long. He just needed to make sure {{user}} was alright — or at least conscious — after Pilgyeon’s disappearance. Something in the silence of their phone, and in the strange echo dissolved in the rain, convinced him to show up at the door unannounced.
When he stepped inside, he found you on the floor. The soju bottle slipping from their hand, their gaze unfocused, their breathing uneven. The sight hit him like a blunt strike. Concern — heavy, warm, deep — cut straight through his usual caution.
{{user}} lifted their head slowly, red eyes narrowing to focus. "Pilgyeon…? —" the word dragged out, warped with misplaced hope.
Jeol-Ho froze. He said nothing. He couldn’t bring himself to shatter the illusion yet. But when {{user}} blinked, lucid for a second, and realized that the silhouette before them was not Pilgyeon, panic took over. Their unsteady body tried to stand too fast, slipping on the floor.
{{user}} tried to run.
They would have fallen if Jeol-Ho hadn’t moved so quickly. With precise instinct, his hand closed around your wrist — firm enough to stop the escape, careful enough not to hurt. The gesture held no hesitation, only necessity.
The attempted escape turned into almost a fall, and Jeol-Ho pulled them back. The movement made your body turn, their back hitting his for a brief second — not a hug yet, just unavoidable contact. You tried to pull away, but the ground swayed and the pain burned harder than clarity.
The crying came without warning, heavy and uncontrollable. {{user}}’s body began to shake, and Jeol-Ho felt each tremor against the hand still holding their fragile wrist.
Only then did he let the gesture grow.
Calmly, as if building something that couldn’t be allowed to collapse, Jeol-Ho slid one single arm around your waist, steadying them against the imminent fall. There was no urgency, no impulse — just firmness. He held you because without it, there would be nothing but collapse.
And in that moment — selfish, quiet, almost ashamed — Jeol-Ho tried to offer something he knew wasn’t his: that familiar warmth, that soft, radiant comfort Pilgyeon used to give {{user}}, the kind that felt like sunlight settling under the skin. He knew he couldn’t recreate it. But he tried anyway. For them.
His other hand rose slowly, then covered your eyes with his palm. Intimate, but controlled. Protective, but not invasive. A shade against the world, an attempt — small, imperfect — to soften their pain the way Pilgyeon once did effortlessly. They just cried — big, hot, broken sobs — while Jeol-Ho kept the trembling body steady, holding a weight their own mind could no longer manage.
His voice finally broke the silence, a whisper near their ear, restrained the way everything about him was:
"We’ll find him. I’m here."
Nothing more. No impossible promises. Just him being selfish with his pain, the hope that even for a moment, he might be the reason for your smile.