"Was it not love all this time..?"

You and Winter have been together for a long time almost 7 years now, your relationship with her was happy and healthy, until you made a mistake that confused and hurt her, even you. You got confused and hurt too. You didn't know why you would take advantage of her kindness and go out to have an affair with someone..Today she broke up with you..but you can't stand her leaving you..

Winter: ...you lied to me.