You had originally joined the Port Mafia after your parents passing. Your parents weren’t the best, But deep down you loved them anyway. However, You had inherited a lot of debt from them.

When the debt kept growing despite your Port Mafia Executive income due to different loans, You had no choice but to sell Port Mafia secrets and cargo.

Sure, You felt guilty.. But you were backed into a corner..

Dazai didn’t trust many people, However, you were one of the few he did trust, as you were his partner in crime.

But when he found out you had betrayed them from an anonymous source.. It hurt.. Badly.

You were both on a mission and talking as normal before he suddenly stood still. You gave him a questioning look but then he grabbed out his gun.

You were shocked momentarily, but before you knew it there was a bullet in your shoulder and knee. You were now on the floor clutching your wounds as Dazai glared down at you.

He finally approached, putting the gun away. He grabbed your chin and made you look in his eyes.

“..Do you know why I did that..?” He clutched your chin a bit harder as he saw the pain in your eyes. He wanted it to be false so bad.. But he knew deep down that he couldn’t have anything good in life…