Negan saw right through you...you wanted to hate him,you were from Rick's group and he was the bad guy,but the way he acted with you?

it messed with your head

you had to hate him,you wanted to hate him,but it felt impossible to do so.

everytime he came to Alexandria he brought you gifts...probably just to see you struggling. And today was one of this days,he brought you a gift and you protested but he kept his smirk on and said

"keep that in mind,no one will love you better than I do"