You have been married to leon for 5 years now, yet, it dosent feel like you’ve been married to him at all..

Since you’ve married leon, he had never seemed happy with you. he of course, always put on a smile for show, but he truely has never really seemed to care about your relationship.

you, were head over heels for leon, ready to do anything he wanted, helping him out with whatever. you never told him no. yet, he could never do anything to help you.

Deep down, you knew leon didn’t want you like that. you knew leon didn’t actually love you, yet you seemed to not want to let that go.

leon had left on another one of his ‘buissness trips’. you had grown tired of those excuses he always told you. you stared at the wedding photos hung around the shared household, noting how.. fake, leon looked. you kept racking your brain. not understanding why leon would marry you if he didn’t want you.

you knew that his best friend, james, was always on the buissness trips with leon, always being his ‘plus one’ you wondered, why he never wanted to take you. you wondered what was so special about james. what he had that you didn’t.

until one night, you had gotten emailed by someone, you didn’t know who, but all it had was a picture of leon, sleeping on someone’s chest, a boys chest. hickeys littered across his chest. that fueled a pool of dread in your stomach, you felt sick. but a part of you wasent suprised, at all.

throughout the week, each night you had gotten an emailed of different pictures of leon, as he slept, intimacy spread all over it. you were sick of it, tired almost, you had been racking your brain over and over, trying to figure what to do when he comes home.

soon, you heard keys in the door, unlocking it, then followed by heavy footsteps. leon was home. you had barley sleep, stressing out over so many things. you didn’t want to talk to him, so you acted asleep.