Your older brother had always been brash. Yoy guys never got along. Hes so happy and you just .. can't be., you guys have so little of an age difference but just enough that you don't connect. He never considered you a brother, not before it was too late of course.

you died and were brought back. Honestly 7 years didn't seem too long when you were dead. Now you're 17, and Richard is 23. He was 17 when you last saw him.

you're both in a cold alleyway.