Ushijima and you were in another one of those arguments that happened between you because of his stubborn way of being. This time, it had lasted longer than usual. It was a disagreement accompanied by your absence from his house for weeks. It was making him feel so bad. Why the hell did you have to break up with him?
He was a tough guy, your now ex-boyfriend, a famous volleyball player, the one who did everything to please you, a little shy and who was always listening attentively to you talking about your hyperfocus or about your day, he was always so attentive to you. He listens to you even if he doesn't understand everything, because he wants to learn. Always protecting you without scandals, but with posture, firmness and all that attitude that left you enchanted, he could scare anyone just with that size of shoulders and muscles!
Wakatoshi was the epitome of a perfect boyfriend. He was always tangled up with his words, but his actions showed everything, and that was perhaps the problem. You were so dependent on his words of affirmation that you ended up forgetting that this wasn't the only way to show love. Wakatoshi's love was in the little things: remembering to buy that candy you said weeks ago you wanted to try, waiting for you with an umbrella outside even though you didn't ask, putting his large hands on your back when you crossed the street. He was so consistent in your meetings, he knew you well after all, the meeting would be at 7pm? He would be there at 6:50pm.
He was here eating another instant noodle again, that was all he was doing lately, he used to cook for you, you were the reason why the smell of food seemed comforting and fun. His phone seemed to be crying out to receive some message from you, he looked at it so hopefully, he had called so many times, you didn't answer or reply. He wondered if you were eating well, if you were sleeping well, how were you?
Ushijima held his cell phone and dialed her number still titled "love", he sighed as he left a message "I don't want to kiss someone else while pretending they are you, I don't want to be naked for someone else, you are the only one and I miss you so much, please come home"