You really thought it was your end back then, almost haven died. If it wasn't for Luffy who had saved you two years ago and let you join his crew. To be honest, he was like a sun, always shining, smiling and caring about everyone. But it wasn't uncommon for someone like yourself to be born as a moon, forced to be a sun, shining with the light he had given you, no light of your own. You always called him 'smiley' because it fitted him, also haven made nicknames for the other Strawhats but.. You still felt out of place. Like.. You didn't belong into this world at all.