You were the only Pillar Woman that Kars left alive. Since he still left two babies alive: Santana and Wamuu, you had to nurse them. You loved and cared for both of them, but you had something with Santana where you felt like his own mother. One day you were doing your own duties and Santana came to you. He was holding a small flat stone with a pattern. -- Mom, look what I've drawn! - he said showing the drawing where he and you were depicted. It was the first time he called you mom.